I am eleven years old and it is 2002. My parents just separated without telling me and my sister what was going on. My dad would say “Oh, she'll come back around”, and my mom would say "Yeah right! Let him dream". Let me remind you again that I am eleven years old and my … Continue reading When Home is a Strange Place- Part 1: the Beginning
Sometimes I slip, and in life you have to hope every slip is not a slide. With you, you make me not fear the fall. Falling is a risk, but life would be pretty bland without risk. You make the outcome of the risk outweigh the fear. With you the risk is beautiful.
Expectations equals disappointment This is real life This is reality Not a fantasy land and definitely not a fairy tale Every single life form is different Everything has different combinations of components, molecules, and DNA And different habits, behaviors, and traits It’s funny we are all so different, but at the same time are all … Continue reading Do Away with Your Expectations of Others
I’m human, I get in funks. You kind of have to, to be able to appreciate the rainbow after the storm. With you the funk isn’t as bad as it could be. You give me a sense of comfort and clarity. I feel like my human emotions are okay and natural, when I always have … Continue reading Usually in Dreams you Eventually Wake up and I Hope I Never do
I just was staring at the plants in my sun room and realized that I am like the plants and the plants are just like me. Except for the fact that the plants rely fully on me to keep them alive. It is similar relating to me in a way. My soul relies on me … Continue reading Nature Inspired Soul Searching
Communicate without words Simultaneously Lack of wondering, full of wonder Whirlwind Familiar/comfort Vulnerable feeling but at the same time safe Risks worth taking Shares inner world Choppy Current=Growth Inner calm Separate identities -> face world as one Parts of the same whole Timing Magical Blooms Keep open mind/heart When they knock answer the door More … Continue reading Notes from Being With Him
Life has been throwing me several unexpected hardball's lately. I'll get into that in my next post hence the name. Anyways, a week ago something happened to me that I am still trying to wrap my head around. For the most part this kind of thing happens to celebrities, right? Not normal lower middle-class, everyday … Continue reading They Found Him in my Yard…
You hurt me, we both know this to be true. Hurt me in a way that's not easily forgivable. "Some people aren't strong enough to deal with this hurt, and stop reading the book before knowing how it ends." But how can I stop reading while knowing our story may have many more incredible chapters ahead of … Continue reading Should I Give up or Should I just Keep Chasing Pavements?
Hello all, Still here, just had gotten busy with school & life overall. My blogging had to be put on the back burner. To be honest, I always was a bit effy about sharing my personal thoughts, art, photography to the public. This is pretty much my only form of social media I have, I … Continue reading Been a While…Back to Posting (Unintentional Rant on why I Hate Facebook)
If I never try, I'll never fail, but I will fail by never trying. I've been bruised inward, my experiences, my memories, my learned emotions. I'm afraid of being rejected, not being wanted, abandoned. A very common fear of anyone who has had any form of rejection in their lifetime. I'm afraid the people around … Continue reading Insecurities: Packing up my Baggage for the Journey